I dreamt myself speaking in front of millions

Emancipated my feelings and forced my hands to work

I eat, sleep, defecate when and where my crumbs can afford

I’m that slave that never made it through the Underground Railroad 

And my on and off again schism dilute my reality 

In this lifetime I must not jump into conclusions 

I pray that you see my intentions means no harm 

Cutting the souls of love ones who are alive 

Got us all looking around asking the same question 

I’ma loyal fool that’s why I keep getting betrayed

These days you can’t whistle at a bird without throwing stones

But this heartbreak makes my chest heavy like a sad song

It wasn’t my fault I couldn’t live in the world that she gave it

Heavy

Just my thoughts

I cut my head off because my mind heavy

Let my body drop while my mouth preach

I dreamt myself speaking in front of millions

