Inspiration cometh

It is still in the process of manifesting but, I am considering going back to some projects or to develop my resume and such that I complained about before to Kim. I mean, I can't tell someone I can do better than them and not have anything to show for it, otherwise I am trash. I unfortunately made my life a bit harder for that, but I do know that is completely within my ability to do so, its just about collecting enough energy to do that.

The usual problem, or the problem right now is creating a sustainable and goal-oriented plan forward. I do have a Youtube channel that I have been wondering what to do with; It contains all my old videos of streaming and I do have a Patreon with a few patrons. So at least I have some sort of base or, place to start.

I have thought about streaming again but my old tablet's driver is conflicting with my computer and my new tablet's pen is missing and costs 30 dollars to replace and won't arrive until later in the month. I already ordered it but that gives me a few days to just plan and set up stuff, I guess.

I feel sort of silly writing two Vocal entries in one day since I use Habitica to organize myself. I have it as one of my dailies so, I guess I am not getting any credit writing it now. I feel I still have some venting to do though.

I brought out my old paper workbook I was working in before I had my sabbatical. I don't know if it is good anymore or not as a way to handle social media and online platforms anymore but, how I usually did it was:

Each day was one Platform/Social Media/Project and the different hours of lines given for that day was the plans around it. That way I could maintain some work on something and not completely overwhelm myself. What ever doesn't fit on that day can be sent to another "day"

And just continue to work on multiple things like that. But, everything in this workbook is considered "Work" so I don't write anything like daily care or chores.

Also another rule I gave myself was that the timer on the computer was my friend, each line on the day is 30 minutes so, I have to cross it over whether I was finished or not. Usually if it is not finished I sort of explain myself on the next day why the task wasn't able to be completed in 30 minutes with more subtasks. ( Basically, the task is more complicated than what can be written on that day. )

It was pretty nerve racking after a while, but usually it was only when something like money or some sort of physical block came about. Also you know, I am a human so sometimes I just couldn't work on whatever "day" that was, but if I just channel my inner Juggernaut, I can probably actually do a good job this time.

I probably need to review some of the old pages in this workbook and decide which ideas are completely dead and which ones can be revived. This will also take some time, but it is good to know what I was thinking about before.

Either way this is feeling more fun and productive for me than worrying about my dating life. I even feel like cleaning my room before working on everything so there is nice clean energy going towards all this stuff.

I am excited.