We are momentum. We live in momentum. We create momentum.

I reached out and I told her “Do you love me a lot?” Then she said, “I have to work, I’ll love you later”. Nonetheless, it made me realize how many times I have “postponed” and “planned” my joys and thrills. Like they were supposed to be on schedule and how much room I have created for stagnancy of true FLOW of life and energy. No wonder I got so deep into fear, anxiety and so much more of this spectrum. I got what I prioritized, and I was what I prioritized to the outer world, because in the sanctuary of my own space, I could “slightly” explore more, “safely”, what I could`ve been or what I truly deeply AM.

Now, sweetly, I have another curios idea that “made space” in my mind. What if AM and PM could mean what we personally give them space to be and rise, like we allow this to oneself? The conventional time of this hallucinated dream reality we all share, has, as I always supported, so many spectrums. What if, the subtility beneath the “AM time” could mean “Allow Myself”, like literally take “space and time” to happen within myself, to bring the energy and get all processes during the night shift/ sleep shifts, bring it back and “put it” in the actual physical body. A cosmic-terrestrial merging event.

Sleep is a HUGE cosmic event, beyond any of our “making sense” of it and attempts to “conceptualize it” into a matter form. I deeply think and feel it is something empiric and divine, which should be approached like this. And when approached like this, it creates a connection, a bond that unfolds eternally and in eternity. Have you not felt how recharged this feels like? And do we truly think is it all the “whatever we scientifically studied” that makes it vivid? Or maybe it is just much more than that? Doesn’t quite feel like one ever excludes the other one, it just makes space for it to integrate. What if we got the sleep understanding so differently? When has it become such a struggle?

What if “PM time” could mean “Perfect Momentum”? As in an unfold of the events, slowly, flawlessly, naturally, just as we deeply know that life is. Just a subtle ripple moves from craving it, to rather BE it.

As in after the “Allow Myself”, would be a “Perfect Momentum”. And one after the other and so on and so forth. One of the many dances of life. And if so, how would life translate and be approached then?

Once more, “Allow Myself” could be that the very first part of the day you’re “settling into the Earth”, like you have just arrived, after a magical spaceship travel and you are exploring, creating, being, feeling, tasting, whatever that day and moment is to you. And then, a continuum “Perfect Momentum” on unfolding through it all?

It caught my mind’s attention that, in a very curious way, AM has been “designed” to incorporate in its componence sleep + “awake”, while PM seems to be the mirror of (“more”) “awake” + sleep.

But how cool is it, thinking that they can also mix? That we are “awake” in the/during the sleep, and we are “asleep” in what is supposed to be “awake”. Notably, captivating.