Cycling through

From fresh steps of a birthed giraffe to glides of faith as the messengers in the sky.

Spinning around on the planet of Saturn.

Relatively slipping into an internal loop of self-destruct, self-hate, and self-disgust.

Recalibrating a balance to find the center of a love profound in its infinite smiles.

Bursting through translucent shields of pain.

Circling backwards to the core of a moon with puzzled emotions and slow processing.

Confused feelings of what's true reality when life has been doubling,

faced in parallels.

Perceived closeness to a nurtured wound by the wrong pursuits.

Any and everything felt good to a parent less child.

Their presence presented yet emotionally empty as an abandoned well.

Young girl went astray, barefoot in the walk of life.

Armed with resilience, guarded with optimism.

Protected by many in an unforeseen reality.

Phasing to hardening on the exterior while the interior preserved as silk petals.

Never ending blossoms spreading through harrowing fires.

Burned from those close by.

The blood that thinned.

A loss sight of kin.

Loosened bondage after a maternal departure.

Vanishing sisterhood from those who were so called friends.

Strides rebuilding on the planet of transformation.

Small things do tower larger impacts.

Passive tones to increased roars.

Rising of internal damage ...

Inquest to a justice filled with wondering love.

Sought out from the years of forgotten daughter.

The sensitive troubled loner.

A beauty misaligned, misguided, mistaken.

Taken advantage of at an early age ... innocence flipped to promiscuous behaviors.

To be deemed as fast or a floozy.

Dirty dancing with demons until late 20's.

Pushed into an unraveling trail of "who am I...?".

Distorted sight, yet again of their reality.

Remembrance that... felines always land on their feet.

Shedding from the tiresome pursuit of "fill me where I've been left empty".

Babbling babies to be birthed, where 1 took flight into 3.

Glossed eyes with tears where the water tries to rise higher than mountains.

Shadows whirling in cycles to subtly pull back down to depths of "why do I even exist".

Blessed with a gift many dare not open,

Transparency.

Soon she shall conquer, prosper, and transpire after ...

Moments kissed goodbye to surreal affection.

The dangers of a forlorn search to validate and be loved.

Met right back where life begun.

A heart of purity to help her overcome.