-forbidden love-

is it better because i feel as though i have nothing to lose.

is it worse because i wonder if this is better than anything i’ll ever know.

is it real,

absolutely.

with them, i hide certain parts of myself

that’s innocent, natural even.

with you it’s so different.

i’m showing you everything

not holding back.

because again i have nothing to lose

but also there’s no reason to.

i feel that i am fully loved and accepted by you.

this is fleeting.

and everlasting.

or is it lust

something exciting

something new.

all i know is

for now

this is right.