Limerence

Limerence, how highly sensitive people can truly feel what another is going through on a very deep emotional psychologically physical and conscious level only the one who sense feel read can truly understand that depth of processing and trying to heal another and themselves to clean from it all

Limerence I just can face your face and listen your tone not knowing

if you are truly alone I can feel your limerance through each of my inner veins through each of my neurons as if going insane but i know its what i feel when you are here with me otherwise i dont carry such insane mind from my own heart when i am just left by you for a second or two my mind are clear maybe cuz I practice enough or maybe even too much but what else to do if the world is constructed by people similar like you i am just realizing how much do i need what others will never need and how much all other do need what we do need when it feels like we are finally we

but then again the pain from existing coexisting with unbearable ones grows on and on and from so many millions ways where heart to heart unite they truly disconnect because they dont care to hurt us they just dont care how much it takes to connect all these pieces over and over again they just care to make them the priority and to help and to serve and to stand whatever malicious they will say and when you go beyond all of it and you bring yourself back they are already planning another horrible trick or attack and you need to go beyond it all with love with purity of heart and cell go beyond far far away up to the deepest the most far depth of the universe to safe yourself to comfort yourself to bring back the healthy conscious cells to its wise healthy strong powerful state and when you are already there nothing unhealthy nothing bad can touch you your mind still clear every trigger every provocation is just a background to their song Your song is a completely different story to be in to create from new better land for yourself and for another sometimes we learn years after years how to help without being wrecked how to heal without turning into the bad seed sometimes we suffer too much which is enough and its enough to just go beyond all the worldly bollocks and tricks we are here to have some light and joyful time on Earth so limerance leave them and leave me because it doesnt serve any of it free their mind so that mine can rest too and dont let them cross this path as it is kind of useless to walk in there to feel entering the most dark of the way