ADHD Life
I had to meet with psychiatrist they said. My appointment was at two pm. Okay, so I should go grocery before but my appointment is at two though. I don’t want to be late. So I should go after…? Right? Or will the store be closed by then? Or I could go tomorrow and order in today. Yeah, I will order in food that’s safe, I don’t need to leave my house. It’ll get done then. So then all I did was wait. It’s like being in a waiting room in your own house. I checked to make sure zoom was working so I can have this appointment. The appointment started and the psychiatrist looked at me and said “it sounds like you might have ADHD” and she noted something down. Wait. What? Then something started to make sense. Is that why I spent most of my days in the classroom daydreaming? Yes. Is that why I had to click my pen at work? Yes. Is that why I am consistently interrupting others? Probably. Do I overshare at work? 100% is that why I can never enter a grocery store and just get what I need? Yes. Literally, today I walked into Walmart “All I need is a stapler” I told myself before I walked in. All I need is a stapler okay? Oh what’s that the make-up aisle. I wonder if they have E.l.f. Oooo yes and it’s on sale score! Right. Stapler, new Nicholas Spark book? I’ll take that! That reminds me I need a library card. Wait. Stapler. I found the stapler and then I looked over the clothing aisle. I did lose that shirt, just a white tank top. Yes, okay I need to leave. And like that I spent 38$ ouch. The stapler cost me 5$.
Comments (22)
amazing story of the day. Can you please guide me by reading my story?
I agree with Teena...it goes directly to the bones...stings a little too. Yep...relatable and wonderfully human. Cingrats.
Haunting and often applicable to many aspects of loss.
Nice one . congrats for TS
Is it strange that, from the photo and language, I am thinking of a dog?
A very sad truth expressed in just the right way...poetically. Congratulations on writing a winner of a top story-poem!
Oh Kelli, I feel this in my bones! 💓 Such a well-deserved TS xx
Congrats on Too Story!🤩🤩🤩🤩
beautifully articulated and sad. well done! congrats on ts!
This hits home very close. Truly a great piece with such honesty!
Brilliantly written and congratulations on Top Story!!!💕❤️❤️
Beautifully sad. Well done, Kelli!
Ugh, so powerful.
Congrats on the TS.
Yes we must remember who we are in a relationship to really exist.
This is a real gut-punch of a poem. Wonderful job!
Well-wrought!
And if (when you choose) to have another, hang on tight to you because you are "it". Number one! You slung it well, Kelli Boo!
This is wonderful. Well done.
Wow! this one was really deep! amazing entry Kelli. Super proud of you. Still working on mine. :)
Oooft this one hits hard in the gut. Great entry, Kelli
Oh no, that is the worst love to lose oneself....great poem!