Mubarik Ahmad

I Wasn’t Lazy, Broken, or Behind — I Was Carrying Too Much Guilt

I used to feel guilty and ashamed whenever something didn’t go as planned. I’ve always been a person trying to plan everything to make sure that I don’t end up crying or find myself in blue. But as it is said, nothing ever goes as planned in this world. It is not that I’m blaming something or someone. It’s just, I’ve tried many times that whenever, I’ve tried to be a better person or to do good. I end up making things difficult. So much so that my loved ones start to step aside.