Tanya Arons
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I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 30 May 2025
30 May 2025 7:45 am Grateful to be alive. Grateful for the flow of love, light, healing and even prosperity that is being sent to and through me. Grateful for the good rest. My lungs are aching and a cough is developing, but I will drink mullein tea to stave off bronchitis.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 29 May 2025
29 May 2025 I have spent three hours filing down the 9ct rose gold butterflies. (x3) but I am only using two! I have ground down the base to solder them on. I was terrified of grinding off the silver but it’s the only way they will “sit down”.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 26 May 2025
26 May 2025 9:40 am. awake. I feel like hell. But…it’s a beautiful day and I have a gold butterfly or two to make then (gulp) solder. I had a look at a video last night to see where I went wrong. I couldn’t identify the problem as I did everything “right”.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 27 May 2025
27 May 2025 3:56 am given up on sleep. Not feeling well. Mustang Kwe has overworked herself. Wahhh! But the crash had to happen sometime. I have done well the past two weeks. Made things happen that I wanted to do several years ago, like raising my jewellers bench.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 25 May 2025
25 May 2025 … Today has been shit. I melted all four gold butterflies trying to solder one of them to my cuff. Failed four times. Argggh. I just want to curl up into a ball. But…I will now need to make four more butterflies. So I will bloody well persevere. It was a lot of work sawing each butterfly out and filing them so I am very very disappointed at my soldering failure!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 19 May 2025
19 May 2025 7:36 am good morning! Alive in the psychedelic dreaming. Not quite fully synapsing yet. I had interesting dreams about walking through a city with lots of old interesting buildings and arcades. It looked a bit like Melbourne did during my childhood. I was being a tourist and just meandering around, taking in the sights and atmosphere and kinda also feeling a tad lost and anxious and overwhelmed, not knowing my way around.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 21 May 2025
21 May 2025 7:07 am Good morning/Boker Tov! I had a good sleep. Only one pee break during the night too. Formidable! I was so shattered from my efforts with the cuff that I went to bed early. I had to rewind the ending of “The Handmaid Tale” episode 9 three times as my brain couldn’t process anything. I was just sitting on my couch like a vegetable. Scary!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 22 May 2025
22 May 2025 7:56 am a good sleep again. Only one pee break. Healing????!!! Maybe…. Today I am going to buy cinder blocks to raise my jewellers bench. I have sore shoulders and the back of my neck hurts from hunching down. It needs to be raised to be more ergonomic. I might buy varnish while I am at Bunnings too. I need to sand it back and varnish it.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Confessions
