Scattered Thoughts (Random Ideas)

Scattered Thoughts (Random Ideas)

Yes, I'm going to write whatever comes to mind. For the past week, I've been trying to clear my head, searching for different topics and experimenting with writing about them in my own style. But I discovered that this was just a defense mechanism to avoid writing, as I only wrote one article this week, and it stemmed entirely from my own thoughts and personal experience. So, I decided to write; I love writing without constraints.

So, if you like what I write, keep reading.

*We know it's just a game, but we still play it:

Yes, as spiritual beings, we know it's a simulation and that we live in a virtual reality, which is why most of us refrain from playing. When I first discovered the Matrix, the Arcon, the Monad, and all that stuff, I stopped playing. I wondered, "Why play? Why do sports, practice yoga, and learn a new language when we're now moving into the fifth dimension?" But since then, I've decided that I'm still here, so I'll keep playing to improve myself. Yes, my friend, keep playing, and remember that the fifth dimension is here and now.

I'm not against any religion or race, but I'm simply here to express my opinion and thoughts, and I hope you appreciate that. We are all fundamentally one; no one is superior to anyone else, or better than anyone else. We are all one, and we all complement each other's shortcomings. If you are aware of this information, congratulations, but remember that you are still in the game. And if you aren't, you're not late; you are here at the right time and in the right place. Be patient with yourself and be determined for your own sake, not for anyone else's. Remember that you shouldn't try to change the world around you; your only responsibility is yourself. The body stores all your feelings, so connect with it. Exercise improves your mood, so do some. Yoga balances movement and breathing, making it an effective way to liberate yourself. Meditation is your key to liberation, so don't give it up.

*But I love him:

In my early teens, I fell in love with one of my relatives. This man was my dream man: moody, affectionate, very jealous, reserved, and Muslim because I was Muslim at the time. He confessed his love to me, but I couldn't reciprocate his feelings, even though I loved him too. I went to my family and told them I loved him, but they forbade me from using my phone, all because, in their opinion, it wasn't appropriate. Several months later, I saw him smoking. I thought, "Okay, I'll accept him as he is." After a while, I saw him smoking marijuana. I thought, "I'll accept him as he is." Later, I saw him flirting with a girl, and I said, "I'll accept him." All the signs contradicted my values; he wasn't intellectually compatible with me.

My brother's wife asked me if I loved him, and I said no. I explained that if they found out I still loved him, they might hurt me. But she went and told him I didn't love him, and he told her he would destroy me, hurt me, expose me, and take revenge. My brother's wife told my sister about it, and my sister told me. That's when I realized I'd wronged myself terribly. My spiritual awakening began when I was fourteen, and now I'm seventeen. Okay, let's continue. I've had many awakenings, but my love for him remained. About two or three weeks ago, I decided to cut all spiritual ties between us, all thoughts, and everything that reminded me of him. And now I understand the whole truth. I'm a new person now.

Okay, I've gone on too long, and now I'll finish writing, but I'll continue writing randomly because it comforts me. Thank you for your precious time reading this.