breakups
When it comes to breakups, pain is inevitable, but Humans thinks that suffering is optional.
One last goodbye
he man I fell in love with, he was a lie. He was a falsity that you so methodically created, a mask you wore while we were together, to hide the evils you allowed to consume you. The evils you were too much of a coward to speak of. I served only as a stage prop for you, for the narcissistic ego-maniacal screenplay you wrote along the way. I was a coverup, a disguise and a distraction. And when the plot thickened you became weaker and weaker as I in turn became stronger and stronger. That's when the resentment and the hatred thrived. I went to jail and you were finally able to have your fun. To fuck everything and everyone that you came across. You had no self respect not to mention respect for your fiance, the one person who stuck by your side even when I never should have stayed. You chose to fuck the most foul human beings possible while I was suffering. You disgraced not only me but yourself with all the hideous shit you thought you were clever enough to keep from me. You paraded around and bragged like it was something to be proud of. I will never understand why, why you were so intent on hurting me. Did you ever take a second and ask yourself what you were doing? No, of course not. You are a weak, desperate, lonely, loveless, selfish, pathetic, coward-ess, closet homesexual. You wouldn't believe all the people who contacted me and told me the truth about you, the people who you thought would stay quiet. They all finally see who you really are and they have now been by my side through all this bullshit you have put me through. I thought you were the one humiliating me, but really you have destroyed your own name, destroyed your future, destroyed every relationship and friendship in your life. Do you even have the capacity to care for another living thing? All you have done is make enemies, and lost anyone that ever cared about you. All you have done is hurt others and yourself, and for what? Having meaningless sex?
By Chelsa Marie Berg5 years ago in Humans
HE DUMPED ME!
We all have gone through relationship breakups, but it is never easy. Why? Because all of a sudden that person is not there. He/she is no longer is a part of your life. Your life is shattered as you know it. The whole landscape of your life. People may say you got to move on but first you need to move through. Like experiencing a death of a loved one, there are phases that you go through in a breakup: (not necessarily in this order and often you repeat different phases again and again)
By Martha Cardon5 years ago in Humans
What Might Have Been
Before she closes her eyes at night, her last thought is of him. Then when she wakes in the morning, her first thought is of him. He makes her smile like no one else has ever done. Just hearing his name gives her butterflies. When they are not together she yearns for him. Yet she knows that time apart is a good thing because it makes the next time they are together more amazing.
By Bekah Milstead5 years ago in Humans
If your love wants to walk away, for goodness sake, let them
I can say with great confidence, that this is both the rule to move on if you need to and to get them back if it’s meant to be. It’s something that is definitely endorsed by the famed love guru Mathew Hussey, with good reason. It’s an aspect of our Psychology that makes sense when you stop to review it.
By Nessy Writer5 years ago in Humans
Should I Stay?
I am going to go ahead and say, this is not pertaining to me or my relationship. However, if you are experiencing any of this, talk to someone, get out of the situation as soon as you can. Do not hold it all in, because you never know when it would be too late. Without further ado, I present to you, "Should I stay?"
By Tiffani Johnson 5 years ago in Humans
Dancing with the devil
"Just stay alive." That's all I kept telling myself as I laid there on the ground. My mind was frantic as it was trying to understand what had happened. The fear was so deep that I turned to religion for comfort. Searching the internet for videos, I came across a sermon on Psalms 23. "Ye, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil." Why had he done this? The disbelief and confusion ran cold through my veins.
By Christina Angel5 years ago in Humans
The Other Woman
1 Did you ever love me? Does it even matter anymore? We created a kind of chaos and while I’ve waded through the wreckage to try and find a way through for the child we made, you’ve stayed behind to try and piece back together a life we destroyed.
By Clara Elizabeth Hamilton Orr Burns5 years ago in Humans
Dear Ex-Husband
YOU ARE A REMINDER! The unpleasant memory of a relationship I should have been cautious, patient and observant. My heart indulged in the beautiful tones of your voice, I allowed myself to get caught up. Caught up in the tales of fixing you, helping you, and loving you. I thought my love would heal you. I thought it would change you and make you nicer. The mood swings did not make things better. I allowed you to beat me with your sorrows, and I took it upon myself instead of walking away. I thought if I stayed and ‘proved’ myself to you. THAT YOU WOULD LOVE ME. BUT you did not. I do not blame you.. That is not something I wanted to do. I destroyed myself to love you, to give you strength. I hid behind a smile to prove that I was strong. But I was weak. When you would disappear. It left me with pieces I had to glue back together. I blocked out all the screaming I endured and pain to prove that I was happy. I lived in misery.
By Ashara Armand5 years ago in Humans
Guilt
He was what I wanted in high school. The mysterious dude that was quiet and goth and handsome. I knew that every girl in our group wanted him. Yet, somehow I got him to like me. We would talk for hours everyday, he was my best friend and he knew my secrets and I knew his. For months, this deep friendship of ours was hidden.
By Alexis Seabrook5 years ago in Humans
Soul Suckers
Where do I even begin. I live in a small town Alberta. Beautiful mountains, warm chinooks, great hiking trails, and full of soul suckers. Yes, soul suckers. Some of the worst people I have ever met in my life. You go to a city and you’ll hear, “the belly of the beast”. Well, my friend... try this shithole that even smells like shit. You’d think it being so close to the Rockies and all the pretty views it’d be a wonderful place, but I think it’s hell. Drugs addicts, rats, fake friends, racist losers, homophobic idiots. It’s like all these fucked up city scum landed in a hole in the wall and said here! Maybe the mountains will cure you. I think it this point I’m just writing to vent. Because I’ve never felt so far from peace in my life. I literally feel like these people are sucking my soul out of me. So there’s a guy I dated. We go back a long tome before I left and came back. Left a relationship and COVID happened, so I had no choice but to come back here where my mother and bonus dad reside. Run into this guy, wants to hang out all the time. Super sweet, at first. Very pushy on dating. I’m already heart broken from the last guy so why not. Silly me! Meet the family, meet his drug dealer uncle, meet his dying mother and his lovely little innocent 2 year old daughter. It was going great! We shared music, he fell in love with it again. We threw a few parties and I made new friends. Typical story right? I mean not like this story is going to turn into a huge surprise. It lasted two months. I have never seen someone do so much cocaine in my life! I used to be a stripper, I used to date drug dealers. But this was something else. Right on the table infront of his daughter at that. So long story short, I left him. Mom dies, I feel bad, I go back. When it’s to a point where you are trying to be a good woman and you are crying because of his problem and he’s screaming at you for it. You run girl. And don’t look back. He got an inheritance from the passing. Bless her soul. Can you take a guess where that all went? He bought a new truck off the lot and bought a camper. New big TV and the rest.. well. I don’t think I need to say it. When the tv was purchased, I went inside to unhook the old one. While doing so, one of the daughters toys fell over and in order to not lose my patience from and already stressful life, I had a smoke. He comes in and starts whipping her toys across the room like a child. And I mean WHIPPING. Big toys too. If one would have hit me it probably would have broke my nose or did some sort of damage. So that was it. I waited for him to fall asleep to a movie and I was gone. For good. Now he’s broke. Skinny as hell. Dating a meth addict.. which I won’t say much about because I have another story in the future about another endeavour of mine. It sucks because I lost a friend. And I jumped in head first when I knew my own heart still needed to heal from the man before. So I suppose if there’s something anyone can take away from this story is just watch out for you. But I’m not done! I have a few more soul sucker stories. Maybe it’s just me and the situations I put myself in. But I do feel there is some sort of nasty vibe or evil presence surrounding this town... Ta ta for now fans ❤️
By April N. Edwards5 years ago in Humans
