PCOS. Does it really come with being a girl?

What is it? well Im sure you are well aware if you are reading this so I will not waste time explaining that. I have been dealing with this mysterious illness for the past three years and it became debilitating in the last year. To a point I couldn't even walk without feeling so exhausted I might faint. It was an electric shock that would take over my entire body and make me have this need for food. It was honestly the weirdest thing. It also hurt. It really hurt, i couldn't breathe and felt like I was having a seizure or something. The ones who get it get it.

For years I had no idea that the small stuff that I was experiencing would slowly lead to this. I first started to feel super exhausted and would sleep countless hours in a day. My period times, wow. I could sleep twenty-four hours and still be tired. My life was eat, sleep and well sleep again. It wasn't a life. I got so many blood work done, spent so much money on doctors trying to find even one answer that made sense. Nothing. Everything always came back normal and I was told to not eat gluten.

To be fair, the gluten did improve my life slightly in the first months. I used to binge a lot, like a lot. I would crave immense sweet things and literally wouldn't be able to stop myself until everything was gone. I always felt heavy, watery and bloated. If you have stuck with the story until here this is for you.

They built it to trap you. Trends, routines, supplements. The first thing you will hear the doctor say is; Are you taking any supplements? and if you are not then you will get a list of them. Money. I can't begin to tell you how much money I spent on supplements. Consume. They want you to consume not get better.

Your body screams, your mind is fried, your soul is trapped. That is the feeling of PCOS. Everything they sell you which is supposed to make you better somehow still leaves you buying more. You are probably wondering what this has to do with PCOS. They are preying on women's health. PCOS is a way that they can make so much money in a very sneaky way. They make all these trends and all these weightloss programs knowing that there is a PCOS epidemic out there with so many women unable to even do daily activities yet it is not talked about. At all.

It benefits them. This is me telling you, you cannot beat them at their game. You need to escape it. It is crucial you slow down. Stop believing everything. Take time with your body and try to hear what it is telling you because I can tell you for free its definitely not that £250 diet program or the new gym that everyone goes to. You are going to help you. Strip down to basics and let your body breathe.

Slow down. You are person not a machine. I know how hard it is when you have PCOS even waking up is struggle. It's not your fault. You didn't cause this. You are carrying so much and you need to slow down. They created this brain fog to stop you from thinking, to make you a robot. They tell you what to do and you do it. They are trying to weaken us and they are starting with women.

How do I get out of this? you might ask. Im not selling anything here, I'm going to tell you my experience and how I reversed my PCOS. How I didn't bow down to the system they have set up because they are scared of women. Our minds. Did you know that PCOS goes along with being infertile? They are trying to take away our magic a swimming can give birth to new life, think about it. They have caused the disease an issue inside our body so we cannot be the magical beings that we are. Take it back. Take it back now.

Nobody and I mean nobody has the right to make me sick and ill and take away my magical power. I am on this earth as a woman to create if I want. My decision. Use your divine a feminine energy. Tune into it. Tune into your magical power. Stop buying what they are selling you. we are living in a man's world. How can you expect them to make the right decisions for a woman to be able to live? they don't know what it's like they don't have that power. I know it's generalising not all men are like this. I have met beautiful men, those are the ones that are making a better place for us however the majority that are in power at this moment are not our friend.

if you have PCOS, you are both lucky and unlucky . Lucky because you get to escape you get to notice your body is so intelligent that it tells you something is wrong. It tells you this isn't the way you should be living. Unlucky because it's going to be a fight. You are going to have to fight to get your divine femininity back. To take back everything they took. But you will do it and if you have read this far. Baby you're halfway there. I'm going to talk a lot about PCOS and how I got back my divine feminine energy and took control of my body, became the version that I choose for myself. However this isn't going to be a short story and it's going to take a lot of work. Do not doubt yourself. You are ready for this and you will get there.