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Here not

Forever

By 5enxPublished 6 months ago 1 min read

Disappear in my hate and disappointment.

Escape into the stories I told my school to keep you out of trouble.

Free of me, never free of you.

I understand I never understood you so it’s ok

I’m ok, when I smoke I’m fine. When I don’t I’m not.

Disappear in my healing that pained only me.

Hide behind you while I evaporate in peace and death.

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About the Creator

5enx

hurt spirit trying harder not to hurt spirits; by pouring into words meanings my actions can not humanize.

:creative therapy:

#unfuckingapenetratedheart

@the5enx

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