itβs always loud in here.
I can't explain why it's always loud in my head, it just is.
I'm not sure what is worse; my head always loud or suddenly being quiet.
Guess I got used to it- it's like having 30 tabs open on your computer; three of them are playing music or something and like 3 programs on in the background.
I've gotten used to it after so long but it's also so exhausting too. The never-ending train of thoughts.
Painting seems to tame the mind long enough to organize the thoughts and keep them at bay. Reading allows the mind to wander in a creative direction to keep the thoughts from spiralling.
What happens in the times I'm doing neither? Mental overload.
I'll never be out of misery.
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