United States Electoral Discourse
Confronting my own blind spots, trauma and fragility while trying to make sense of a very polarizing discourse.
At this very moment, Republicans are disenfranchising hundreds of thousands of voters across key swing states by purging their voter registration. On Election Day, it is very likely that many voters will show up, realize that they are no longer registered to vote, and find themselves unable to seek political representation. This authoritarian disenfranchisement could make a Trump win much more likely , and with it, Project 2025 would become the law of the land and elections as we know them could very possibly never happen again.
Despite the insistence of many internet revolutionaries, who appear to mostly read interpretations of current events from within their own echo chambers, there is, in fact, evidence that Project 2025 has Trump’s fingerprints all over it. And despite insistence that there is “no difference” between Trump and Harris, p. 455 of Project 2025 calls for surveilling people who seek abortion care, going so far as to start a directory of abortions in each state. The same page calls for the banning of life-saving abortion care even in the case where the childbearing parent’s life would be saved. This extreme violation of bodily autonomy is not something that can reasonably be ignored or accepted.
And yet, as Americans seek to prevent a future catastrophe, catastrophe is the current reality in Gaza. Imagining myself as some sort of political ER doctor doing triage, when presented with the difference between a future loss of bodily autonomy promised by a Trump win and an egregious genocide of an entire population in Gaza, happening right now, during the Biden administration, with entire families being exterminated with all of the horrendous might of the US military industrial complex, with the rape and torture of prisoners, with the assination of people sleeping in their tents after having been expelled in their homes-I understand which situation needs to be treated more urgently.
And as so many Palestinians and allies are arguing, if you are knowingly voting for a presidential candidate who is committing or endorsing a genocide, then how different are you from German citizens during the Third Reich?
Because I have been unable to conquer my internet addiction, I have found myself entering some extremely activated online interactions around electoral discourse with white leftist men in particular. I am first going to state the obvious fact that as a white woman, I uphold white supremacy. Let’s be real, this is evident in the fact that by default, I enter this conversation in a defensive state, which is antithetical to solidarity.
If I don’t check myself, I find myself wanting to “win” the argument and defend my own morality, which is a harmful stance to take in this conversation because it diverts from my own complicity in upholding the military industrial complex.
When I take care of my nervous system properly, I maintain more clarity and understand that it is a moral imperative to continue to resist the genocide from now until election day and in so doing, shift the outcome towards, at the absolute bare minimum, a permanent ceasefire and Palestine, and that conversation is the most important political priority. The more difficult piece for me to accept is that I am being asked to follow through and withold my vote if this outcome has not occured by election day, but I am from a blue state and have much more room to maneuver.
The fact that Project 2025 has extremely frightening implications for both myself and loved ones such as my trans spouse, also a dual citizen, absolutely contributes to my feeling of urgency around this topic.
However, as (highly recommended) abolitionist instagram writer Ashtin Berry (@thecollectress) lays out, Project 2025 has already been happening to black and indigenous people throughout the entire history of the United States.
I know that very little good could possibly come from another Trump presidency at this time, but Emmy-nominated journalist Bisan Owda reporting from Gaza shows us scenes on the daily that make anything P2025 could cook up look like a walk in the freaking park.
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I also acknowledge that the way that white male leftists engage in this conversation is very aggressive, dismissive, and hostile right off the bat. They present as absolutely certain that they have the right interpretation, but their ability to reach immediate moral clarity on this situation without having to combat the embodied fear response caused by Project 2025 on female, trans or queer bodies is, in its own way, absolutely a mark of privelege.
In addtion, it is undeniable that white men bring an energy to this discussion that can be deeply unproductive, a headiness, an abstractness, a combativeness, an intellectualization and theorization. The ability to theorize something that feels embodied to someone else is, you guessed it, a privelege.
FD Signifier, a black American leftist YouTuber, covers this exact topic with absolute clarity and precision in the following video, which is absolutely not to be missed.
I was forced to block a white male leftist awhile ago because the discussion that was happening triggered me enough that I no longer trusted myself to speak in accordance with my values. I would not have been able to continue the conversation or relationship without the help of people with expertise in transformative justice, and the organization we were both hailing from was very white, so white that I, as a half Ashkenazi Jew, honestly felt culturally marginalized in the space.
My love of debate, my desire to hear many viewpoints at once, and my animation and emotional expressivneness when speaking was not a match for the Christian cultural norms that seemed to permeate the space. Even naming privelege or openly disagreeing with political choices seemed to be somewhat taboo in the communal space, making larger conversations around transformative justice feel all the more hard to grasp.
Because of these larger factors at play, a challenging but intellectually stimulating comradery/friendship began to fray the moment that M. asserted with laser-sharp confidence “there is absolutely no difference between Trump and Harris”.
Of course, I am from one of the demographics where that statement absolutely isn’t the case on a material basis. It wasn’t at all clear to me what support or solidarity M. would be want to offer me to compensate for the loss of bodly autonomy my spouse and I might expect to experience if Project 2025 came to fruition.
Yes, I live in Canada, but one of the reasons Trump is different from Harris is that the same dark money groups behind Project 2025 absolutely exist in Canada and would be emboldened and strengthened by a Trump presidency.
My stance on electoral politics in 2024 is laid out in more detail here, but in these conversations, I often have difficulty knowing what other options I have when the person who is asking me to give up safety is more interested in lecturing me than generating alternative community solutions with me-solutions that might protect my safety while also divesting from the state.
I am fully prepared to receive feedback about other ways I might handle this situation in the future, but in the moment, I froze and blocked my now former comrade.
After an even more heated and polarized exchange on reddit, one that, similar to the painful exchange with M, I did not initiate, I realized that I was going to have to come up with a personal code of ethics around this issue so that I could engage in this conversation in a way that honors the integrity of all. That personal code of ethics will be shared with all of you in my next article.
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Iris Erdile
Educator, activist, writer, artist, healer, mystic



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