Sunshine Writes

HEALING DIDN'T COME LOUDLY.

Have you ever felt overwhelmed by life’s challenges, with your heart heavy and your mind restless, yearning for sleep and searching desperately for peace? Sometimes, healing seems out of reach, yet in those moments of uncertainty, I discovered a beautiful truth. Ths is my story: There was a season in my life when sleep became difficult and peace felt unfamiliar. My body was tired, but my mind refused to rest. I carried silent battles, questions I couldn’t answer, emotions I didn’t fully understand, and pain I didn’t know how to explain. From the outside, I looked fine. But inside me, I was dying. Healing felt far away. I prayed, but sometimes the pain doubled.I was frustrated, I felt unworthy, not enough, and empty. I felt too tired, too broken, always anxious and panicked at the slightest distraction. I was so uncertain about the future and did overthink alot. I felt something was wrong somewhere, but I just couldn't figure it out. I became withdrawn, no more interested in socialization and stayed indoors most often. The more people tried coming closer, the more I pulled back, because I felt I wasn't in my best shape and needed to heal first.