Tanya Arons
Bio
I write about my life experiences. I write about complex ptsd, the agonies, the angst and my post traumatic growth. About Beauty, Truth and Honour and little vignettes of comfort from the spirits that love me: living and dead. I also Dance!
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Memories: 9 May 2025
9 May 2025 8:30 am. My nervous system was so overstimulated from working on that cuff late into the night that I couldn’t sleep. I forgot to eat dinner too. So around 11:30 pm I got up and made 2 eggs on toast. I heated up a small tin of spaghetti and baked beans in the microwave.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 7 May 2025
7 May 2025 7:58 am Life goes on… 7 May 2023 Watching “Three Thousand Years of Longing”…wonderful…. 11.55 pm What a gorgeous movie! I wish…I had seen it on the big screen when it first came out. I should have followed my instincts. But I am fresh out of djinn…or am I? I bought a small parcel of small opals today, as recommended by my new friend Orietta who found them on marketplace.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 5 May 2025
5 May 2025 7:52am I had a very bad night. Up hourly. Lots of insomnia. I managed a few hours of REM from 4ish. (After I got up at 3 am, had some food and resisted even trying to sleep for about an hour, watching YouTube videos. lol.) This is what happens when I don’t dance!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 25 February 2025
25 February 2025 Whatever! It’s 9:23 am. I had actually only slept since 5ish.. I know I observed the grey light fighting its way through my timber blinds around 5 ish. Today will be a zombie day. But all good. I can rest whenever I feel like. Nowhere to be…no one demanding my attention. I can just drop out whenever I feel it’s necessary. A luxury in a way.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Humans
Memories: 26 February 2025
26 February 2025 7:41 am. “Slip inside the eye of your mind, don’t you know you might find, a better place to play”. Oasis “Don’t look back in Anger”. The first thoughts drifting through my mind as I wake up. Thank you Great Spirit! Message received loud and clear.
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
Memories: 3 May 2025
3 May 2025 7:09 am 3 May 2024 I just woke up with the line “I keep dancing on my own” running through my head. A profound message as I am not certain if I wish to dance tonight. I have taken some kind of weird emotional hit. Not sure what that is even about? Except I don’t like having my wild spirit or shamanic dance constrained, even if it is well intentioned to protect my thick stubborn stoic Slavic neck!
By Tanya Arons 3 years ago in Journal
