Bad habits
55 DAYS SOBER
Hello everyone :) My name is Kim, or as most people know me Kimmiekins. I am 34 years old, and I wanted to share with you my journey of going sober, and how its helped my anxiety and overall mental health. My hope is that by writing this I can help someone, and let them know that they are not alone.
By Kimmiekins45 years ago in Confessions
The Labyrinth of a Roadside Hotel
I’d never had a Black Manhattan before, in fact, I’d never even heard of a Black Manhattan before that cool August night in the year before the Great Pause. In spite of this lack of familiarity, I’d had an onslaught of the things while sitting alone at a semi-upscale bar to cap off my girlfriend’s business trip before returning to the hotel at the edge of Nashville to polish off what must have been the equivalent of the Federal Reserve in booze that she’d stowed away inside the fridge before she herself returned.
By Shlunka5 years ago in Confessions
Addicts Hurt Themselves and Others 4
Story 15 Tonight I am disappointed. My husband is away at training for a job, in a college town. Surprise surprise he’s drinking on a Tuesday when he has training tomorrow and has spent over $100 tonight when we’re barely scraping by right now, we are literally living at my parents house rent free because we just moved across the country. He drinks almost all week and says it’s to calm his thoughts. I really never thought of him as an alcoholic up until recently and I don’t know why I never did, his family is full of alcoholics and all the signs are there. I’m so sick of this, I’m pregnant with our second child overall just extra emotional, I’m so sick of it, but he is our only income right now since I stay home with our 3 year old and I’m so tired of dealing with him, feeling like a babysitter all the time. I feel bad to say but don’t know why I let the pregnancy happen and why I thought it would be OK. Why bring another child into this mess... I can literally feel my heart aching 😥
By John Charles Harman5 years ago in Confessions
Life after getting scammed
Where do I even start? As the global pandemic hit and I am a student I decided that I wanted to try and make some money online. This is where I made my first mistake. My immediate go to was Instagram after seeing all these YouTube videos about talking to people online and getting paid for it. I know really the chances of finding genuine people are very slim ! I began messaging 2 people who obviously were not who they said they were. Although I was sceptical I went along with it. I never knew I could be so gullible. I was told I would receive $5,000 all I had to do was pay a fee to make the transaction available. (I used PayPal). I was then told I had to pay over $500 and then another $500. So now I’m already down quite a bit of money. I then realise what is happening and tell the man that I am going to sue him. He then threatens to kill me if I do and he sends me a photo of a gun. The 2nd man I was talking to also promised me money and when I paid the “fee” to make a transaction I lost another $500. I then went online to look for some help and I was very scared and confused and had lost so much money that I worked hard for. I was then introduced to cyberspace (although who knows what the name has been changed to as it changes constantly to scam people). I paid them over $200 after emailing back and forth with a worker and then they told me that to get my money back that they had “recovered '' that I had to pay them $1,000. It was at this moment I realised I had been fooled. How could I keep being so gullible and thinking that everyone I would come in contact with was a good person. I have lost the courage and motivation to interact with people anymore. I feel that I can’t trust anyone. When sending money I also used Skrill which locked my account for no reason and asked for personal details which I provided so that my account would be unlocked. I have been emailing them since late October and it is now mid April and I have yet to receive any help. I am now broke and broken inside. How could I be so foolish. Why was I foolish enough to believe strangers when I barely believe the people that I am surrounded by. Even before this incident I had severe mental health issues and now my world is completely shattered. I haven’t told anyone of my pain and unfortunate circumstances as I don’t want to rely on anyone yet it is really weighing down on my mind. I felt that I had to share my story to make sure others don’t make the mistakes I made. Please be careful in this world. My life fell apart and I have not made any of the money back. Of course I then tried various other methods of trying to gain the money back like gambling. I only spent $20 in total hoping that I would be able to double or even triple it. I was in panic mode so I thought any little thing I did could help me. I researched the internet on ways to make money online and believe me I have tried so many websites I've lost count. Spoiler alert none of them work. It is difficult to be accepted by online companies, especially when you don't have specific qualifications. So word to the wise. When looking for financial gain in a sketchy way please think of my misery and make good choices.
By Alexa Margaret 5 years ago in Confessions
Addictions
Marie and Becky walked into the crowded meeting while chatting and sat down at their usual place. It was a very large meeting and often had a hundred people attend. After sitting Marie looked at the table at the end of the hall and saw cake. They only had cake at meetings when someone was celebrating their anniversary. And this meeting had the best cake. After she sat her pocketbook and water bottle down, she went over to the table and got a piece and then sat back down. She ate it in less than two minutes.
By Jennifer Marie Libertini5 years ago in Confessions
Confessions of A Retail Rebel Shopaholic: Thrift Store 2.0
What to hear about or looking for a 2.0 version, next level, upgrade to a thrift store… well keep reading to find out more about this amazing discovery I found that change my shopping life FOREVER!
By Charismatic Writer5 years ago in Confessions
Poking the Bear
Firsts: Poking the Bear There are a lot of people out there one should avoid pissing off, I must have missed that day at school, for I continue to do such things despite the knowledge it could backfire on me. I’ve done my best to call out a lot of these bears, with words and actions and after a lifetime of doing just this, there’s no way I can quit cold turkey.
By Gregory Dolan Dies5 years ago in Confessions
How To NOT Wear Your Mask. Top Story - April 2021.
First, I would like to say sorry that it's been over a year since the pandemic hit us all in different ways and I'm just now sharing these helpful tips. But, I think once you finally read through them, you will see that I needed to go through a lot of embarrassment in order to compile a great list for you. Also, it's not easy to let everyone know that you've done some wild things with this face accesory! Lastly, feel free to laugh. If I can make you smile during these times, it's a pleasure...
By Alexis Dean Jr.5 years ago in Confessions
