School
You can’t please everyone
By all means when you try to be at peace with everyone and do everything right, you soon realize that you can’t please everyone and its just an impossible task. The main reason being that people have different understanding of the world, when you find yourself in the middle trying to appeal to everybody, you almost always become a hypocrite because you have to change your positions based on the person in front of you. On one end you have people who expect you to move a certain way, and on the other end you have another set of people who expect you to move a certain way, this ultimately leads you to have to make a choice and since you try to appeal to everybody, you find yourself switching your opinions one way or the other.
By real Jema2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 交換
I don't really have time to spend the rest of the day recovering emotionally over being stood up. I mean, my body is sort of all fatigued now. I think being so excited for the Ezra guy, my body forgot to give me... ah no, I guess I was fatiqued when talking to him. It was part of the reason I took so many breaks in cleaning. I guess I just didn't notice it because I was so excited to prepare for guests. But, now that I don't have anything to look forward to now, I am just feeling the fatigue with nothing to ease the pain of it.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 通販
I have opened another Vocal story up. I have to pages out now that I am working on but, I guess it is because as soon as I sat down to this computer, I felt like I didn't really have enough tasks to warrant using it really so, was like, " might as well write another page. "
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 塩っぽい
I really need to go over all my diary entries and make sure none of the themes are repeating. I have had some people ask me about that and the thing is, they are not always about what I am writing about, though for some entries they are connected to the content. It is more of a game I play with myself to sort of encourage the study of Japanese or keeping a sort of " Flashcard set " , if you will.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 軽食
Queen Amun Ra is warning me about family members speaking ill of me, and Lynn did a Libra reading just now.. I guess that is my niece then... She is probably talking shit about me. Or it could be my other niece since... There is a connection between Lynn and Queen that needs to be acknowledged that would connect it to her as well. I am not too worried, I am interpreting as a sort of scout warning.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: めちゃくちゃ
I think I am just waiting for 10 am so I can go to the pot shop. Before the page loaded and I was just thinking to myself, " Why do I feel so unsettled? It is Uranus sextile Neptune.. This should be a good thing. I did something sort of risky but I feel like, as long as I don't care about the result, it will be fine. I got the 10 of pentacles as the positive in that action so.. Ah I think I am sort of giddy off the idea of having today to rest, not only rest but... maybe even play.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:日常生活
A contagion is about as threatening as anything, we forget that people used to die of simple colds. Sometimes when you're on that death bed, that is the thing that does you in. Oh yea, I guess I am thinking of Jasmine for some reason. Well I don't want to think of Cedar Hills.
By Kayla McIntosh2 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 頂点
I feel very captivated by the current tarot card video I am watching, I am awake like I said previously, but I wouldn't say my motivation to do math is gone but, I feel like.. I need to recover my mentality through tarot card readings. Like, I need to do a mental health respite.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
