School
Word of the Day: めちゃくちゃ
I think I am just waiting for 10 am so I can go to the pot shop. Before the page loaded and I was just thinking to myself, " Why do I feel so unsettled? It is Uranus sextile Neptune.. This should be a good thing. I did something sort of risky but I feel like, as long as I don't care about the result, it will be fine. I got the 10 of pentacles as the positive in that action so.. Ah I think I am sort of giddy off the idea of having today to rest, not only rest but... maybe even play.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:日常生活
A contagion is about as threatening as anything, we forget that people used to die of simple colds. Sometimes when you're on that death bed, that is the thing that does you in. Oh yea, I guess I am thinking of Jasmine for some reason. Well I don't want to think of Cedar Hills.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 頂点
I feel very captivated by the current tarot card video I am watching, I am awake like I said previously, but I wouldn't say my motivation to do math is gone but, I feel like.. I need to recover my mentality through tarot card readings. Like, I need to do a mental health respite.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the day:お守り
I am just typing until I feel the tension leave my body but I think that I am just going to keep typing until I feel better. I am sort of channeling right now, but I enjoy the lesson actually. I sort of want to get an extra page out but I feel that's being a little cheeky. I mean I am basically like the other people who draw during class so, I am completely fine with it being that way.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day:論文
I think it was a mistake to hug Jessica, I mean she told me about putting a gun to her head. The dumb bitch shouldn't even be having a gun, I mean it is the same reason I don't keep a lighter in the house, nor have candles. I am afraid if I do lose it, I'll be tempted to burn the building down.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: チヂミ
It was crazy last night, I was like getting " extra time " being high and I could've probably been more productive with that time, but I ended up falling asleep at probably around 10pm and woke up at 6am so, I think I got my 8 hours of sleep.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 嘆き
I am on a new page, I shouldn't be writing still, I am way motivated to actually do my homework, there is no point in me stalling the inevitable. But there is this really annoying fly that keeps going across the screen, but it seems to have stopped as soon as I wrote about it.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 芸術
I have been abnormally tired all day which was not a good thing. I am certain I am going to start my period with vengeance for being late. As I have explained before, I don't get cramps or other symptoms so much but my energy is completely stolen from me, and that is exactly how I am feeling today, I just haven't bled yet.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
I promise I’ll resign
While working on a project with a colleague, we stumbled on a road block, we had to figure out how to deal with a problem, and it seemed we had divergent opinions on the matter. He was the head of the project and ultimately the final person to decide, but this wasn’t in a corporate setting where the word of the boss is final. It was more in a social setting where he needed to get everyone on board with his plan.
By real Jema3 months ago in Confessions
Word of the Day: 寝技
I am completely drained today. I told Reo that, I was doubting our relationship going forward as, I feel like he doesn't understand my needs and actually gave me pressure during a stressful time. I mean, he is busy as well, and I can understand that with the gaps between replies but, what he does reply with isn't satisfactory enough to keep my attention really. I feel like... I am alone. And I mean, when I was with Kenta, who lives all the way in Japan, I didn't feel alone with him. If you feel alone in your mind, you're alone.
By Kayla McIntosh3 months ago in Confessions
